I HATE THIS SHIT.

I am mad. I am anti-social. I'm listening to Bach Toccata and Fugue. All of these things should clue you in that ANOTHER of my favorite great-uncles has died. What is this, the year of "dropping like flies"?!? Mother fuckin A!! First Uncle Al, now Uncle Alder. AUGH. I had to go jump up and down in rage and then I threw both my reef flip flops down the hall with a couple of satisfying yells. GRRRR. Talking with Julz helps:

Asailor: hey
Asailor: u hear about uncle alder
Asailor: he has passed away!!!!!!!!!!!
Asailor: why is it all our relatives are dying:'(
Hgrl: i know. guess they're getting old...
Hgrl: waaaah!:'(
Asailor: time to destroy something else
Hgrl: old men die, i guess. Hmmm. what can I destroy around here....
Hgrl: GRERRNMRRRRRRR
Hgrl: *snarls*
Hgrl: wht r u destroying?
Asailor: hmmm
Asailor: im finding something
Asailor: u?
Hgrl: pencil
Hgrl: makes a satisfying crunch
Asailor: oo good idea
Hgrl: or I'm gonna go chuck my flip flops down the hall
Hgrl: with a yell
Asailor: oh i did that
Hgrl: much better
Asailor: be like me
Asailor: take it out at the gym
Hgrl: hmmm. yeah.
Hgrl: sounds good
Hgrl: maybe I'll go run
Asailor: that's where im goin rightnow
Hgrl: kay
Hgrl: mebbe i will too. ttyl

So sad. Hope that Aunt Roma and cousin Sandy are okay.

On another note, Panda did good. He finished the Marathon (I think) Though I'm not sure WHICH Brian he is:
# Name City Age/sex ? Clock time ? ? Rate
268 Bryan Sayas Cerritos CA 24 M 04:38:24 04:42:04 3496 2798 10:37
302 Brian Kim Riverside CA 19 M 04:47:25 04:59:36 4182 3300 10:57
309 Brian McNease Hun. Beach CA 21 M 04:48:38 04:59:57 4285 3378 11:00
315 Brian Lammey Glendora CA 20 M 04:49:12 04:56:50 4342 3418 11:01
317 Brian Gunn Simi Valley CA 20 M 04:49:26 05:02:56 4360 3430 11:02
399 Brian Johnson Los Angeles CA 21 M 05:06:46 05:10:41 5771 4425 11:42
610 Brian Chamberlain Los Angeles CA 19 M 05:39:15 05:42:29 8896 6537 12:56
668 Brian Tong Los Angeles CA 18 M 05:49:08 05:52:21 9904 7177 13:18
785 Brian Singer Santa Monica CA 20 M 06:18:11 06:22:42 12482 8747 14:25
793 Brian Bruce Long Beach CA 19 M 06:20:59 06:21:33 12702 8877 14:31

One of those, I think. Not sure. Fook mi! Ah well. I think I'm going to watch tv now. No more serious stuff.

Oh, and CPR was very draining, but I'm re-certified again. Now to get my first aide training again....doh!

Slept a lot. Think I'm slowly recovering from sickness.

Today was warm. Nice weather, but I was inside a freezing cold room for most of it. Damn. Beautiful day though. Hope tomorrow is like that. I'll be having a picnic if it is.

Need to do dishes. Did laundry on friday, but not dishes. Whups. Also need to do stats hw and edit spanish letter. Drats.

FUCK THIS SHIT.